I'm trying really hard not to get crazy, but I feel it, it's there in my chest and I'm not even in New York yet.
David and I had the best month together and I feel like I just lost him. I haven't heard from him all day.
Strokes are weird, I always thought they were like heart attacks. Incidentally, my heart hurts right now not like heart burn though, I think it comes when I get upset or when I get anxiety. I hate it.