Thursday, February 26, 2009

I've been stressed with a heavy workload and college transfer applications. The contact mic works I made it last night. Here is an AIM conversation about contact mics with my brother ( while i was making the mic and taking to david on the phone at the same time.)


I hope david didnt fuck it up.

Sunday, February 22, 2009


I want to stay in New York in the month of june and work in Chelsea in a contemp book store or something. I Don't really know what else I want to do other than that and Israel. I want to see my parents and hang out in the Miami sun too. Thinking about miami makes me really emotional, because I know I will never go back to things being like when i was little it'll always be like going to visit my parents. Growing up is weird.I also can't think about parting with David.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

my sculpture is done I had my crit. I have to do another one. I think it is going to be 80% less labor intensive. I need an engineer to help me do the tech work. Im going to attach 4 piezo transducer disks to the tips of my fingers and make contact mics so the act of whatever comes incontact with my fingers is amplified ( sound). But anyway today has been very unrpoductive, I walked through the east village (2nd ave) and bought jeans for $30 and had an iced coffee in the cold.

Thursday, February 19, 2009


I'm going to install a contact mic using a piezo for the performance. 

thats my update its rly nice outside but i have a lot of work to do bla

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

2nd note to self

Monday, February 16, 2009

note to self

Thursday, February 12, 2009


Monday, February 9, 2009

This is kind of cool, for David and I and anyone else who is currently exploring the pyramid:,2933,262981,00.html

bad brains helps

Life is fucking weird. So I don't get what I've wanted and have been waiting for, what now? Do I leave, I dont know. I just ask my parents to help me decide but they insist I'll know when my mind is clear.

I don't know, I never realized trying to just do art would stress me out so much. I just want what i want its not so much.

Sometimes I think though, about how people judge you based on the school you go, the truth is I care, and thats too bad.

Thursday, February 5, 2009

I don't think I've ever heard the words " you're making the biggest mistake of your life" but I think I it should have been said.

I don't feel anything about this whole situation anymore, I want to be a normal kid going to school being happy working and being not happy sometimes i accept that  that happens anywhere and everywhere. I am going to school everyday feeling okay, but it's not okay come next month I need to decide what I am going to do instead of coming back to this "hell hole". I am trying to have faith I had a while ago.  All i can ask is please?