once again I feel completely alone. Like everyone has this big life with all these plans. I don't know where or who I'm going to live with in New York or Boston, I dont even know where Im going. David has his own life and it dosent involve me so I should just stop planning around him. My friends don't really care, I'll probabyl end up living alone and being in the same fucking boat.
Im really sick of being so nice to everyone and always listening to them when they need me, I'm not going to anymore fuck you when I need you most, this is bullshit.